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No one is ever gonna think of you the way that you think of yourself
What you suppose just exposes a stack of a lack of a sole motivation in the stories you tell
Patience is your only virtue
You're stiffly stationed but it couldn't hurt you to move
Sexy was a bad investment
But I'm guessing that you're deathly out of evidence of what you came to prove
Desperation is no excuse to act the way you do
To cover the blood on your hands from a lover demanding the truth
Desperation is no excuse to act the way we do
We smother our stuttered demands to each other
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Outfucked
03:38
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When you say life is only great when it's terrible
You amaze, so designed to populate it's unbearable
You're so bold when you claim women are weaker than men
Then moan and complain when you can't hit them
Give it up young stud, cause you've been outfucked again
You've been pleased by Maurice, by Kelis and by Keyshawn
But you'll never be as happy as a dog with a leash on
Is it all still fun when you're measured from one into ten?
Give it up young stud, cause you've been outfucked again
Hold on to it now, you won't ever live it down
Everybody thinks that they're the American Dream
Are you blind? The kinds of girls that love you are actors
They're not sure if they want to cuff you up or fuck you up backwards
They're so hard on the heart from beginning to end
You're far from the start, exactly where you've always been
Give it up young stud, cause you've been outfucked again
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For better or worse, the money's always in the hands of the men who wanna meddle
Who wanna give you something to see
It's so hard to please with so many lives on the line and nobody in the middle
When the countdowns come around 1 after 2 after 3
I know what I know because I never second-guess checking messages of bias
About the wives supplying the beats
The taste of blood is the taste of plagiarized lines from the minds of messiahs
You gotta justify the means cause everybody only sleeps face down on the streets
The threat of the brunt of the heel of the box is gonna come down on you
Now there's nothing more that I can say or I can do cause it's gonna come through
For better or worse, I've given everything I've got to the church of never trying
Nobody posts their notes on the door
From coast to coast there's no disappointment even close to the hope of never dying
When the countdowns come around 1 after 2 after 3 after 4
If it all starts stopping somewhere soon that's something that shouldn't come as surprise
If it all keeps going on and on forever I wouldn't believe but I wouldn't mind, if everything was gonna be all right
The threat of the brunt of the heel of the box is gonna come down on you
Now there's nothing more that I can say or I can do
You know the threat of the brunt of the heel of the box is gonna come down
And you're gonna let it come through
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Ugly Woman Ugly Man
07:53
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When you're bloodless, blind and blue it's like I've never once been alive
But your action kills my vibe and I must dismiss you (I must dismiss you)
Cause it's my motor skills that make me move, so you can't make me make moves on you
And if you're not gonna go too far then I'm not coming with you (Not coming with you)
My dear sweet generically beautiful girl
Down inside I cn't blind myself to see what you believe
My dear sweet generically beautiful girl
It's a fate that I can never ever ever escape, I'm just an
(Ugly man your sex appeal is money)
And ugly woman you're just ugly
When you're mindless I may miss as if I don't exist to pretend (To pretend)
As if bliss begins to blend when you're bland and demanding (Wanna have a hand in how you're handling)
I said look how bleak the highway is and look at how much time we spend in it
In your mind you just can't quit last man grandstanding (Plan your landing)
My dear sweet generically beautiful girl
Down inside I can't blind myself to see what you believe
My dear sweet generically beautiful girl
It's a fate that I can never ever ever ever ever ever ever escape, I'm Justin
(Ugly man your sex appeal is money)
And ugly woman you're just ugly
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Default Mental Tempo
06:56
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Now that I've got nowhere to be and nothing new to discover
Another night gets wasted performing for no one
I'm holding on like violent disease and bleeding under the covers
Remaining silent, facing the morning after a night of the truth
But now I could've seen through the display
Now I got a dream doomed to decay
So tell me what I should do when it's taken away from me
And it's cold outside in the summer
What it takes it believe it's only blue
All the diatribes that I'm prescribed are monumental fumes
To fly incredibly high with an unbearable view
But now I could've seen through the display
Now I got a dream doomed to decay
And now I know it's the big one
I never could implode the hope of roller-coasters crashing in the sun
(You don't see it, there's nothing wrong)
I never could expose the ghost of motor traffic photographic fun
(You don't see it, there's nothing wrong)
I never could've found the sound straight from the scene
Of what it takes to become
When it's taken away, taken away from me, twenty-one
By now you must know enough to know you'll never get it
By now you must know you'll never know enough to get it
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Don't you know why everybody hates you?
It's because of the way you are
Let's ride naked through the Metrodome
All the cadets might make it but I bet you won't
Don't even try to admit it, the disguise is the limit
When they photoshop no cops (Don't stop get it get it)
Rich get richer still unless they die
And all the sick get sick or well unless they try
And in the heat of the moment you compete for components
Saying "All the talented become so professional"
Simple civilian villain, level a million
Still enveloping several servings, sellin' to children
In inanimate granite un-indivisible buildings
Full of filing felons fillin' the floor to the celing singin'
Don't you know why everybody hates you?
It's because of the way you are
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Holly On Hash
04:47
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She only cries whenever he's around
He's by her side so much she must have drowned
And there ain't no use checkin' the facts for any figures of speech
When he's in town he always beats his spouse
She must be down, she never leaves the house
And there ain't no sex and drugs that's everything I want it to be
Is Holly on hash?
Is Holly on the big to-do list, the laundry or the trash?
Is Holly on hash?
Is Holly on the road to redemption or honorable mention for cash?
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When you believe maybe love's just a thing
Just like anything else
Then you are seeing the darkness at the end of the tunnel
And there's no saving yourself
But you swear you were never invested
Just to kill the surprise
You know my life's long since been arrested
For flashing before my innocent eyes too many times
(When the lights fall from the sky)
You know I've always been lookin' for a reason to die
It's all right (That's all just a dirty lie)
You know I've always been lookin' for a reason to die
Now when a true dictator's tired he'll go sleepless or resign
If he skips a beat the understudies climb
To expose the open seat invokes the weakness of the mind
And darling, I can't meet the need to keep my place in the line
Now every item marked as merchandise is poisoning my mind
Save the toys my witless childhood enshrined
But if happiness is plastic plastered over sheltered eyes
Darling, I'm organic, panicking that I'm going blind
So lie and decieve the world to get just what you need
Cause from the churches down to the homeless
No one's profiting off of honesty
Now if everything's an illusion
Pure deception sets you free
Coexistence is is combined confusion and
Staying alive is absolutely killing me
Now would you rather be an evil genius or be dumb but nice?
Power hungry or plain preyed upon by lies?
Only old and young among us have the free time to think twice
And darling, I'm just torn on which would make a better disguise
How quickly the desire to start manifesting wrath
Has suddenly become the sole emotion that seems appealing
If she truly thinks that I'm a sociopath
Why does she always phrase the claim like she's trying to hurt my feelings?
Nowhere is exactly where it's always been
We've all been before and we'll all come again
You know that I've always been looking for a reason to die
Somewhere deep inside is an everlasting plan
To slowly overcome the bad decisions that need redeeming
If it's bad enough even I know I'm damned
How could I ever feel unafraid and try not to keep on dreaming?
Nowhere is exactly where it's always been
We've all been before and we'll all come again
You know that I've always been looking for a reason to die
It's truly a mistake to bank on my enduring faith
Given all the hopes and dreams that I've let slide
And with the psilocybin still inside him silence filled his eyes
He said "I've always been looking for a reason to die"
We've got a lot to lose and a whole lot more to gain
When our every move is out to prove
That our heart cannot outsmart our brain
Now if the ever-honest law abides then the killer is king because
He'll rob the sick, the poor, the weak before
All the competition does
We treat our salesmen right
They go out every night
Trying to steal the show
But do I really wanna know what paradise looks like?
We treat our salesmen right
They go out every night
Trying to deal the blow
But do I really wanna know what paradise looks like?
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